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Dear Self

Dear Self let me just talk to you.

I been trying to have this conversation for the past year but you won't listen.

That's cause my mind is in a state of depression.

I'm just trying to kick some life lessons, took center stage at the Appolo

Instead they throw stones at me like they got a bone to pick with me.

Institutionalize mind frame cause I was taken out of the game.

Paranoid so I changed my name man.

Intuition set in like Ray vision, so I close my eyes cause I fear vision.

So I walk around cause I feel like my nerves bad.

So I shake like I got Parkinson.

I search for love in my Heart, but its empty like abandon parking lots.

Self I brought everything to the table but income.

So your mentality was Predator find,seek and destroy me.

Self how could you deceive me.

I have been everything you have.

We went from rags to riches to rags again.

From bums to homeless with no roof tops.

Been down with you since I found you in my high chair, so self why we having issues now.

I guess cause I changed on em, naw I ain't change on em I just grew some and self can't adapt to change.

I came from nothing, I'm just trying to make it, I'm  just trying to be better than good enough.

Self You want me on the strip just pitching just to stay alive, but at that route I won't survive.

Day after day self you push me to self destruct, but I won't walk away cause you won't be satisfied until I'm in that cage surviving off mail.

But I don't mean to walk away its just time to part ways cause I refuse to have your blood on my slate.

Self I hear you talking and I know you my conscious but I must redefine myself.

Goodbye self.

Hey momma

Hey momma where have you been Iono was left to fight our own battles at toddlers.

We ran wild like 6 hoodlums, some was loved and some was lusted but never felt that from you.

Sister fix oatmeal from the counter tops.

Our Atlantis Apartment was used as a traveling pit stop.

Dope dealers to Hair doers we seen em all.

But that's what we was expose to as toddlers by our momma.

See she was Sentence to do 10 not to the streets but in the pen.

While some of your children couldn't do nothing but play in that pen.

And that was when I was 2, so how was my other siblings birth.

You must had that Ace of spade up your skirt.

15 min phone calls shared amongst us then cut short by the operator.

Grandma bitch about the phone bill, but you was our momma so she couldn't reject.

But as I got older I felt like a child that was neglected.

So momma were have you been, in and out that pen since I was the age of 10 plus 3.

But on her release date didn't come to see me.

Stood for you when you wasn't there for me, but you return and say you owe me nothing.

Its easy to be a mom but its hard been a mother.

Hey momma where have you been?

We was the Jay-z gift and the curse. We was birthed in the world as a gift, but our whole world has been cursed.

The girl that fix oatmeal at 3 now has birth three of her own.

Give you grand kids and we still don't hear from you.

I blame you for foster homes, but I'm going to be the first to see that college dorm and they wonder why I'm so abnormal.

Cause I got a fascination with aggravation because I'm in search of a mothers vaccination.

So maybe its just another derailed mission for a proud family, but if I get that vaccination I just want to say......

Hey momma were have you been?

Single

I'm single, well not really its just complicated.

Maybe cause I'm feeling myself its my infatuation.

So if a girl ain't on my side it wont be a confrontation.

But I can use you for a good conversation.

So if you in my company, you still not my company.

That's what makes me single, so I just walk around for the moment.

Naw but the world call it mingling moments.

Naw I'm just asking for a single moment.

I don't even smoke but in these moments I need to smoke this cigarette in peace.

Because I seem so depressed lately, but I won't let the belly of the stress defeat me.

So Relationships should just crucify me.

Cause Relationships is throwing stones at me like it got a bone to pick with me.

So I pray that the sky fall so I can be close to the Heaven.

I pray that you not taken any time soon cause shit hit the fan at high speed mid June.

So my heart crashed head first in to glass just like a June bug.

You was on your trip so you twitted bout it.

I Facebook myspace about my bullshit.

I'm no JT but cry me a river, long then the Mississippi.

You a bad bitch so maybe I'm insane for the bullshit, but my mind is Nsync and its far from poping.

You held the trigger to the gun, and the key to the door.

Iono if I can do this anymore, so for now I'm SINGLE.

Hey Granny

Hey Granny I smoke now naw you know that's not me.
Hey Granny I drink now well on occasions.
I shed tears win u went away.
Wish u would come back one day.
I didn't get to see u before you went away.
Your smile was a mile wide, and never seem tired.
No eating out home cook meals, how we survived.
Raised 11 strong, we still did wrong.
Went to jail drop out school just to make bail, but momma didn't raise no fool.
I was raw and uncut, so you put me out, well I ran away to ease your stress.
I dealt with the stress, sold crack to get fresh, eviction notice then 30 days till we homeless.
Aunts and uncles mad, send his ass away Aunt Whoop favorite saying.
Damn, all I had was yall, so I shed tears stood tall fuck yall.
Cause I thought it was all about the checks.
Then got Shannon and Bruh to get me in check.
Then 6 months in the system still wasn't the pedigree.
You didn't birth me, but you raised me.
Enough of my bad shit, let's talk about your kids shit.
Well, fatty took Mace back and damn you know he on his crack shit.
Birds of a feather, that what the rumor is shit.
Case well she knocked up, pistol not locked up, Fay ATL, Duke she on her way,
Dawn by the way continue to stress, Chris I don't need mention.
Andre and Cal coming into they on. Mer well she dreading up now.
Tracey gone wild, even let yo last car get towed but that's your favorite child.
My dad living house to house something like a Nomad.
But he still cleans and take flowers to yo headstone.
Whoop she strong, but stress can break a bitch down.
Ebony she committed adultery, her and mike working it out.
Terelle well she got three trying to stay under control.
You was a our way out, now everything is way out of control.
Hey Granny sorry for the hurt I put your heart thru.
Praying for forgiveness, saddens my heart.
I'm not Whitney Houston, but why does death hurt so bad.
I shed tears as this lead spread these words of sorrow.
They even tried to keep me out cause I cried so much.
Would give my heart for you to have a fresh start,Or just to hold a Granny to Charlie chat.
Now the family splitting apart like old shoes.
Doing so bad couldn't even agree on doing Soul Foods.
Fussing about the latest news, a day after the funeral the even was fussing you church shoes.
Didn't see the jewels or your favorite hats shit moved out fast like bats in the night.
Didn't get any memories that's why I'm still tight.
So I still don't get to tight with all my aunties.
So I just consider most the relatives distant family.
1st 2ND and 3rd after that hell no.
So I don't go to your grave site that much cause I think of death to much.
So I hate that you don't even have your tombstone yet.
I always wanted to go b4 you, cause I use to live like I died before. But I guess God just isn't ready for me yet.
Its odd but you was my best friend I spilled my beans to.
When I was little, granny relied on me to do all the errands and dry snitching.
Granny this, Granny that.
I miss my Granny from the ass beating to the home made cake beatings.
Tell God watch out for them, cause I got Allah on speed dial now.
Yeah I no you tripping but I converted from christian to Muslim, so I can't do your pork stuff.
But life just been just throwing me different stuff and I have no strategy.
Losing you was my 9/11 tragedy.
Now our whole family rebuilding like ground zero.
But its hard to work when all the hearts have grey clouds around them.
I miss you being here, and I know you can see these tears in my eyes from my fears.
So look over us and be our guardian angel now that you no long here.

What's Your Name

What is your name?

I'm not coming with no game, jeans fitting tight around that ghetto ass and thighs.

Eyes the color of the sky, skin tone nice caramel.

Throw a couple shots back to refocus the game.

Damn I no I sound like some lame.

But when I see you I wanna do my thing.

And I don't even no your name.

Slim waste, at the bar ordering straight no chase.

I don't chase, but I would play freeze tag with you.

Old school hid and I bet I come get it.

Naw I don't want to hit it, sex it, or kiss it.

I just want to know your name.

What is your name?

Mary Jane or Miss butterworks.

I just hope me buying all these drinks works.

I started for my pregame warm up. Breath test, huff, huff slight frown.

2 tic tacs corrects that, Gear, no need to, cell phone gots service.

Stretch the quads, hamstring and the flanges to get my text on.

So I got my approach on, 1:45 the lights on so she skates off like roaches when the lites on.

I keep her insight till I get vision, vision blurry words slurry.

Whhhhhattts yooour nnnamme?

I can't remember cause Uncle earl ended the conversation early.

They Say

They say I'm comical, so I tell em jokes.

They say I'm a cool dude, so I let em feel the cool breeze win I'm walking by.

They say he can dress, so they snap pictures win I walk by.

Some say he's an asshole so they show me they ass.

They all say he's asshole, I just think I'm the shit that's coming out.

They say I wouldn't walked the stage, damn I'm laughing walking the stage.

They say he still won't do nothing after school, I say I'm a late registration away from being a college graduate.

They say he soft cause I'm in touch with my feelings, now my heart cold like Omarion.

They say he gay and acts like a diva, I say just understand me I fucked more chicks then you would ever meet.

They say I change moods like I'm on my period, I say bitch I refuse to stay in a set mood.

They said I was broke, I grind harder so I sold drugs the hood couldn't deny me.

They said I shouldn't disrespect my mom, but if she wasn't a mom then what.

They said its betta to give then to receive but win I was down I didn't receive shit, so I'm not giving a fuck.

They said he is a bastard so what I neva had a family.

They said I'm going to end up dead or in jail, so I made it to jail so being dead isn't for me yet.

They say this.

They say that.

Its all they say to me.

They say what will you be in life I say the sky is my limit whatever life makes me.

They say are afraid to die, I said I haven't died yet.

They say he insane who talks about killn themselves, I say them rumors.

They say you will neva go nowhere but I say ppl buy first class tickets to nowhere everyday.

I say Fuck what the people say cause its all just loud whispers to me.

Love Ya

I love you cause you more then beautiful.

Your skin tone is more then usual.

My eyes grow big like the great lakes and glow like the moon light when I see you.

When you away my heart beats at a unusual pace.

The love doctor told me slow my pace.

So I pinch myself cause it feels like a dream.

I sleep days at a time cause I fear to wake up.

Waking up means losing love for eva cause my heart has been divided in two.

This isn't math class but my heart needs a pie graph.

The man I was pose to be I can't b with out thee.

I play hard body because I live in my ego.

So I refuse to ego trip, so I be on the verge of slipping up and losing you.

So I know I'm no good with out you, so I become emotional.

I cry but the tears don't fall from my eyes.

I'm no drake but you the best I ever had.

It hurts me that you love me more.

But I can't really explain in the beginning I was so in to you, but now its more like a friend with extra benefits.

Everyday I try to get re acquainted to the pass.

Cause not loving you won't let me eat for days, so I just diet.

And its a aching in my chest, caused by heart break.

I send you all my love Xo's.

I fell for you at record time, like Bolt from start to finish line in less then 10 seconds.

I cheated 5 to 6 times, but you took me back every fucking time.

To fly and to fine to deal with the bullshit.

So I don't blame the insecurities, but I want you to make sure that your heart has some type of security.

Cause my heart is equipped with Brink, and the intruders all just want us to be over.

But I love Ya and I want the whole world to know.

I love ya, but I can't give you all that you want.

I'm so alienated, cause I know once you leave I will come running back.

But I don't expect you to never come back, that's why I got my bags already packed.

So call me tank cause baby I deserve it.

Love Ya

Love#2

They say he gone off the Love I say stop.

I'm gone of the lust

My love game is rust infected

Love was well connected

Love was a flight attendant, she flew first class.

Left me on my ass

With out Love I don't sleep

Stomach touching my back, Love eats wit out me.

Love sweeps the streets

I rolled the dice, snake eyes twice.

Love came to me at nite.

I die 4 Love it returned the favor and lived with out me.

Romeo and Juilet to be or not to be. Self conscious just not meant to be.

Reality of love knock me on my face cause love thinks it knows the real me.

Love hits like concert, hard like cement.

Love convinced me that I been here before.

Cause I stay on cupid AVE so I know that Love is out the window and I just can't grasp it.

Love is like a diamond shines in the lite and dims at nite.

But my love at nite shines thru like I'm yo knight in shining armour.

So for love to say fuck me is just want I deserve.

I cheated from senseless texts to bullshit sex.

So I'm a reserve when it comes to the game of love.

That's why I never consider to be you best, I'm just a dumb ass Ex.

Me and You

Me and you Is all I see.

Relationship or friendship its just me and you.

You laid back, me out going and together we the perfect fix.

Nice assets, excellent complexion and smile the best chick.

Me and you is how it suppose to be.

See Me slept on you and you waited on me.

Now you over there and me alone ain't how Its  suppose to be.

You was my bonnie and I was your Clyde.

I wanted our heart to collide not divide now its growing but in distance.

You wouldn't know what to do if we had each other.

I wasn't scared to hurt you, but said I would love you by any means necessary.

So you and I would be magic.

Me with out you is tragic, like 757 heartbreaks.

My love for you is sky diving without a parachute, cause I see that its dying.

But I know you trying, but I know you and I comes with consequences.

Me and you falling in love all over anything like virgins lovers.

Me and you I know it might sound stupid but, you love for me is far away like Jupiter.

So I charge it to the game XO's.

Me being boyfriend number two was what I settled for because as long as it was Me and You, I was satisfied.

So I think of Me and You like its my only option.

See now that me and you can't materialize I treat our past like are supplies, so I paint a beautiful picture so we can see the big picture of what we could have been.

Me and You are something that could never be, but you make my heart go.

So if we never come to a crossroad and meet just know that my heart holds more for you then you will ever now...

Love Part 1

Love is one violent experiment.

Do I know what love is? Well I think so!

Well I use to until heart was shattered like a mirror, so I know I got 7 years of bad luck.

It took me 7 whole years to say that 4 letter word Love, she answered back with her favorite phase "I hate You".

When I first saw her I was afraid to meet her, I'm the shy type.

When I first met her I was afraid to kiss her, my lips was chap!

When I first kissed her I was afraid to Love her, cause I'm a THUG!

Now that I LOVE her I'm afraid to lose her, but I don't even know her from the start and I'm giving her my heart.

Love gave her the ability to hurt what I value the most.

I gave 7 years of pain.

7 years of games.

7 years of mental beatings.

21 things that I can't explain.

She gave 7 years of tears.

7 years of Love.

7 years of hugs and kisses.

21 ways to show unconditional love.

I was her play mate, she was Barbie and I was Ken,

Love was my Favorite Marvin Gay song sexual healing.

I didn't want the feelings, I didn't want the feelings!

It all happened after a quick fuck, she kept me rising like gas prices.

But Damn I didn't want the feelings.

7 years I gamed her like Kobe scored 81 and now my feelings are exposed, so it's now or never.

Love got me weak in the knees and I can hardly speak.

So I can't Exscape and Love got me on my own like Pattie LaBelle..................

Dead Beat

Dead Beats LMAO!

That's all I'm use to is Dead Beats.

Cause I'm use to getting my ass beat.

For Fucking up in school for being rude not applying to that golden rule.

I'm telling your daddy would make a child piss their pants and go to sleep early.

Regardless of the weather hot or cold I would wrap up in a thousand Sheets.

Balded up on my Lil twin sized bed.

Shit have you bumped yo head, I used to be under the bed, scared like a nightmare.

Cause no matter what time he got got home he was gone whoop that ass.

But I must have forgot yo name DBD nigga.

Dead Beat Dad, never going to make home.

Out running the streets pose to be making ends meet.

So fuck that let me get from under the bed, turn on some lights and keep writing till my poems get tight hold....................

Dead Beat home, door flies open, mom dukes is home.

Just when I thought I was home free, Mom dukes yell get yo ass down here you ain't sleep.

So ain't no more getting under that bed or getting them thousand sheets, cause regardless of a dead Beat you can still get your ASS BEAT!!!

Prison Love

Have you ever had Prison Love.

Shit me dreaming about the way you touch me in all the right spots.

As my hormones whistle like a tea kettle.

As you yo head between those bars and not between my legs makes me suffer.

Damn I got Prison Love.

As I try to please myself with half dead batteries.

Damn I got Prison Love.

Your my nucleus of my life.

Your like the gas in my Honda Civic, without you I can't drive.

Driving miles to see your smile breaks me down to tears.

Cause once you hit that cell I went through Hell trying to hold you down.

But you seeing me with another would make your lungs collapse like the Twin Towers.

Damn I got Prison Love.

Now I got Prison Lust.

I can't put dollars on your books OR I could be cold hearted and leave the phone of the hook.

But I'm gone always have that Dollar for your collect calls.

As I look at you on the hallway walls, It brings me back to reality that living with you no is a fantasy.

So do I got Prison LOVE or Prison LUST.

My heart bleed for you and would skip a beep if anything Happen to you.

Started as Friends and Ended as Lovers.

As I sleep alone under them covers waiting for your release date.

The sex we had got me hooked so your LOVE is my ADDICTION.

I be damn if I quit cold Turkey.

See if they had rehab to cure love obsessions I would have took the first 10 sessions.

Cause I know I will soon have some confessions, waiting on this Nigga that is doing reps of Sit ups and Push-ups in his cell.

Damn I got it bad Like Usher in the rain, because I got Prison Love.

I'm a Boxer

I'm a boxer, I'm a boxer, I'm a boxer

I think old skool like Hagler, on the that ass tight like a hag.

I cirlce the square lika a boxer, so I jab and weave like Judha.

So I'm addicted to diamonds, so its diamond month pieces like Zab.

So I love the camera more then the ring, but I'm a boxer.

We can rumble in jungle like Clay.

So rumble young man rumble, I'm a poet in the ring like Ali.

He jab down goes Frazier.

I ropa dope poem, from catapillers till they flow like a butterflies.

My pencil points stings paper like bumble bees.

I shake not cuz I'm neverous but bcuz of Pakerson, but I'm a boxer.

Yall must have forgot I'm a boxer 2 knockdwns tarnished my legacy.

But I'm still a legend, I'm the still pound for pound but my lead still move swift like old Jones.

So I'm golden like the boy, americas favorite neva live up to the big fight, but I'm a boxer.

I bite I fight I'm iron mike, drugs, money and Robin blew my light.

I had the title now we cooking on grills Geogre.

Tall and long like Williams, to many Winks from the Wright killed is come back.

Pacman eats fast pounded Hatton is the best pound for pound.

May brings the best Weather cuz the king is back.

I'm a Boxer

Trip

So we went on this trip.

Pick up, gas up, hit road at 343 to be exact.

2 questions in to the trip, the chic starts to trip.

I know I can be a ass hole but, but not record pace.

I relax take a deep breath, until I feel the love of the trip.

3 1/2 hours don't slip or flip.

1 1/2 nap thought to do the trick, naw you must not know this chic.

Traffic was a lil thick, so we both got to piss.

I say wait it out, we almost their, response yeah rite aight.

GPS off coarse, texting, my friend chilling with Chris Brown, couple of frowns, reply was reason of coarse.

Destination reached a hour late.

Trip we were on but I didn't trip.

Brunch at UK's, boat ride on the duck, parents their didn't get to nut.

I didn't trip or flip, but this chic is a trip.

Went from a lil fuss, to dont touch my shit you broke bitch.

You always want to b rite, leads to fights.

You this you that, it's always he, Neva we, cuz I'm me, but all this leads to do you love me or we.

But all this happened going yo D.C.

Get Yo Shit Right

Get yo shit rite, lil ass, big tits, wet pussy a siddity chic that's wat I like.

Matching tong and brae, so I had to hit it raw.

Wasn't I in for the money, I balled 6 days a nite.

I chased the nite life, still wasn't rite.

Kept the gear tight, from Sb's to j birds trues to lee's you kept my shit together.

I fucked around till shit was pointless.

Confessions like Usher I got it bad, so we let it burn.

Neva cheated as you say until yesterday, still looking my way.

I love u, lol love me not.

Text messages to tatted up necks, hide it wit make up.

Naw we ain't gone make up, so holla at a playa.

I gave it all up to make it work, eyes watered like Katrina.

Now the levees broke, u was my whip and Benjamin Franklin.

Now get yo shit together.

Club life like Tropicana, party like its no tomorrow.

Shot after shot high drunk and stupid, now u so high u dont no who you r.

Lost in the flashing lites, now I'm gone forever.

Heart beating fast but I trained my heart well, so I worked on my cardio.

808's to heart beeps, so how it pose to be.

Honey just jump ship and left the captain.

I killed the dreams due to my actions, I blame it on the alchol.

Family

Family wat I was living for.

5 boys and 5 girls, and we all we're diamper dandies like Dickie V.

So let me be, family aint shit when you broke.

Section 8 and foodstamps brought me up.

House full of women like gloden girls.

So Family is wat I love.

So I left the house every day and nite with no hug.

Water cut off so I catch tears in jugs to drank.

I'm so use to the April fools, not pranks.

So I sleep I parachuts, cuz family neva reach for the sky.

We live in the sky when we die.

It was 10:27 I get the call from 7:57 to 8:04, come home, Granny gone.

Death took the wrong one home, I missed that bus.

Now all the family do is fuss, cause we aint got no fuck loop.

3rd notice on the light bill, and family doing head jobs to clinton for the abrahams, to make ends meet.

Brother running track meets in sandles tape to his feet.

Sister using tissue to take care menstration.

Only one with a real graduation, still they ungratful.

Now son on his tug shit, now he doin juvi life.

But family is wat I live for.

Dad aint shit, jus seamen from his dick, mom not shit to him but another bitch he eat and hit.

So jail became his throne, so fuck u left me alone in this cold world.

Mom jus another chic caught in the lifestyle.

Drug money and fast cars, so we was left to eat left overs and oatmeal.

Shots fired man down, man down, mom kills father, with hollow tip.

10 to life with parole, holly shit.

Big sis holdn the fort down, now she got 3 of her own.

Lil bro got on sum crazy shit, lol I dnt trip, hold yo head eat off that white bitch.

6:27 family failed me, now I'm on my crazy shit.

I reached depression and in a recession.

Life lesson, family Is what I love for, what I die for,what I lie for.

We split like the red sea, sumn like castaways.

10 strong how we all pose to fail, boys go to jail and girls catch stds.

So I'm the last standing I will take the world by strom, before I let my family fail.

Bitch

Neva met a bitch like you.

Long hair black to be ex-act, 5 flat ass exquisite, walk UN-believable

Virgin pussy my whole clique chased it.

I won the Grammy win I jammed it.

Shit went far left, now I'm on my lost shit.

Party paparazzi captured it congrats on yo celebrity status bitch.

Now run tell dat, you erased it neva was meant to be.

Now I'm at war with the love of my life.

I cheated, but look like memory been erased bitch now that's a damn shame.

Now I got the bad name, now yo friends say damn he lame.

I had yo back you turned yo back.

I guess this how u get a nigga that cheated back.

But this is karma, so I get it, cupid arrow strikes from deep.

I can't continue, the arrow has stopped my heart beat.

But all this is bullshit, I was yo world, you was my equator.

So I'm bouncing back like a rubber band.

6 27 I dropped off like bad weight, 4 12 is wat I will always hate.

I made you famous, every were you went that's Bizzle gurl.

Damn I got lazy, I had the money the cars, the clothes and the hoes still wasn't successful.

You stress the change when the change was gone, you was the one that change.

I wasn't there, I left home, you got grown and changed now you alone.

Had a wake up call I should have be there, I pushed you away now I'm losing my mind.

But u will still be that Bitch in my mind, that cheated and did me wrong, so win I cum up missing don't start tripping.

I gave you my heart like a stick up

So what happen to me, what happen to we, you messed up last Bitch time to pick up.

First Sight

First sight was a hell of a delight.

First sight my mind took flight.

Something like a Prototype, but you can't be the one.

The smile was bright.

The ass it will pass, the walk built for the cat walk.

If I was a pervert I would stalk.

Eyes that could touch a nigga soul, but lit up like a pot of gold.

Face brighter then gold, slight wrinkles under the eye as the old.

Skin smoother then silk.

Lack of swag was yo flaw,but yo mind was married to class.

Turned my heart cold at first sight.

Tried to get close to flirt.

But it wasn't right I had a wife.

I prayed to loose sight, but the attraction was high as a kite.

And getting the number would use my last 50/50 life line of losing my wife.

Phone a friend was the new life line I wanted to acquire.

So following my heart wasn't rite.

Yo sight caused me to go in cardiac arrest, so i grabbed my chest.

Killed the game with yo lip-lick,due the lack of the Cheap-Stick.

Then my mind played tricks on me.

I don't know this bitch, no disrespect Naw I do know that chick.

From Myspace to Facebook.

She followed my on the Twitter, I remember the profile pic face was full of Glitter

It started in Vip I drunk high and stupid.

As my nervous heart go thump thump thump thump

Sweat race from down my face, I blamed it on the Alchol

I chased first sight all nite, I thought I played it smooth, game plan checkmate befor full moon.

3 shots of Patron I thought she was gone, casue like it strong.

First sight laughed and said I'm not a cheap date you gotta pay, I don't work for free.

First Sight I had you all wrong.

Cool and Fly

Cool and Fly Radio Rakeem a hell of guy.
Suit and tie Pardaly prefer a Bow-tie.
So Cordero love them models from Colorado in exotic coupes.
Who is stuck in siddity life, Love the white in Colorado
So they let their nose hit the slopes sniff sniff.
Cool and Fly neva choke, damn Cool and always broke, they got high off their own supply.
Reverse of Tony motto so that's how Scarface died.
Bet you watch B.E.T to so me, I'm highly recommended
Dat makes me Cool and Fly men of the year.
Tell yo man in his ear you cheat, to accommodate Cool and Fly.
Save the dj drama, dont want to lose a gangsta grill.
No BLACK eyes on new year bad luck, dont do lame ducks.
Got that from a NC chick, Not correct Cool and Fly loves the haters.
So i prefer the GATORS, number 1 choice like HARVIN.
So if your starvin CROCS what I perfer.
No not the same, learn the game or go out like DARK SKIN JERMAINE....

Daily News

Sorry I been a little under the weather lmao I was in the doctor had to get my face stitched up nigga split my shit damn nigga ugly ass shit now LMFAO....

I pose to be the voice of the streets but I been posting poems and shit lol.. ok

Virginia Beach

Word on the street.............. Their has been several killings in your local area this past week, a black male was gunned down in the late hours last weekend in the neighborhood of Magic Hollow nobody knows who didn't. This is another incident of black violence this could be gang related I send my respects out to the family for their lost....

Their was a man found in the 800 block of Virginia beach blvd last night cause of death was some type of head injure which caused a heart attack police still investigating......

Landstown high student was taking into custody after police found explosive devices in his home made this kid was working for Osama Bin how knows, but what a fuck up now this student has charges pending....

Norfolk
Granby High School teacher Shon Walter was arrested for downloading porn, damn a nigga cant beat his fuck dick in this damn country with out going to jail, naw he deserve it this dude was downloading children porn send his ass to jail don't pass go and your bound is not going to be $200 dollars........

This guy Authur Lee Whitfield received a PARDON from Gov. Tim Kaine after he served 22 years in prison for a 2 rapes that he didn't do. DNA showed that it wasn't him, what kind of shit is that 22 fucking years that this man cant get back, now yall want to give him a pardon and he was released from jail in 2004 that shit is fucked up, no money can buy back time that this man lost. He received some money years back due to this after he was released....

Chesapeake
three women went to jail for prostitution on Craigslist damn were in a Recession get money by any means this some funny shit.

Hampton
3 brothers arrested for robbery after they posted a ad on Craigslist once people arrived to see the product they robbed the people and fled the scene. Once again Craiglist will get you in to some serious shit...

Hampton University is holding a journalism bee for aspiring journalist to win a $60,000 ship, congrats on the winner. Other HU news the basketball coach resigns this could be some good news.
This is today's daily news holla back 2ma

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Life is overrated neva been compensated for all the death penalties and life sentences.
Whole system Hippocrits, they shipping boys off they fightn in iraq.
They aint gone make it back, so they risk life slagging crack, now a convicted felon sad look at the judge, wish he would take it back.
Now getting a job, Nigga please thats some bullshit, the system aint for hire.
He coped a plea to the system, system still gave Tyshawn 10, the system did him wrong.
40 shoots rung out Shawn Bell gone.
Rakeem Rodgers gone them haters took him home.
Tryn to make it out this Ghetto Life shouldn't be this hard. The system wasn't made for us, but made for them.
We are made to work 9 to 5s and be hotel maides.
Not to drank lemonade in the shade with the riches.
But made to slave under the sun rays, to get cuts and stiches to see riches.
Thats why its hard cuz we settle for the hood life of Section 8 and Food stamps.
Baby mommas thrive to survive off Tanif and Wic.
While baby daddy hustle amongst rats and snitches.
Cuz life doesn't offer nothing but death, murder, and depression.

Random

NEW DAY
New day make up to due to no real break-ups, thats really crazy cuz if you dont break up how can u make up i really dont know myself...... Life is like looking for a 4 leaf clover in a tree which is impossible. Life is something that changes every five seconds, you dont know whats going to happen untill i happens. So every day im tryn to turn over a new leaf with out losing the one that i turned over the day before.

MARCH MADNESS

UNC is one game away from playing in that big dance thats all that matters. Its no such thing as March Madness when UNC is in it, therefore its CAROLINA MADNESS.........

SKOOL

Monday-Thursday thats what i do however i always witness somebody OVER-DOING shit like just tryn to fit in. Like tryn to put a Square into a Circle hole real wack. Just other shit in general that jus drives me bonkers.

I was jus being random tryn to bring sunlight to my life which is cloudy as fuck right now so I hope some shit fryn pan out. What a horrible past couple of weeks....................

Luxury Life

7 whips
5 diamond rings
7 chics
757 were I live
Beach were I reside.
But people think that's were Luxury Lives.
Push anything to get by to survive.
Luxury Life is what i live for.
Luxury Life is what I die for.
So they change for the change.
Go from ROC to POP
4 the life Life of HOVA, till life stop or you driving in that ROVER.
But how far can the block take you.
2 Bricks, Fly whip, bad bitch.
O shit indictment by the cops or till Shells fly and LAND from all RANGEs
2PAC and BIGGIE went from rags to riches now its Rip pictures and caskets.
Luxury Life aint for blacks, its white only riches.
Get white riches leads to 3 Hots and a cot.
Unless you agree to give up all yo Rights .
Whites L.O.L. you can't go from under command of a whip to Marceligo whips.
Traded is silver chains for platinium things.
Luxury went from a dream to a demand.
Master says no, man says why Boss?
Luxury is Slavery
Luxury is HELL, but OPERHA made it playing a nappy hair bitch that yell.
Risk the life oof Jail, chasing Luxury.
Luxury makes the world turn.
Luxury is a breath of fresh air.
Can you feel it in the air.
Naw,cuz once its accuiredyou go numb and dumb.
Side effects of Luxury Life.
Sell you soul and you can get it to. Luxury Life

Jazz Musician

Harmony to my ears
Like birds chirping in the trees brings tears my knees
So hard to believe that its been 4 years since I first played that Jazz music
Lack talent, but i had heart
Fell in love with Jazz notes from the start
First encounter created buzz as a new artist to the streets
Second encounter was like debut to the heart
Third encounter I can't explain but Jazz let me in.
Now we make 5 saxophone classics that heat the airways.
we took it back to the Malcolm X finger ways.
Jazz hated my ways I hated yo days but I love my Jazz Music
First Sound was a interest you wasn't my type
Jazz music don't believe the hype
Play and quit not my type, but wats up with you and the mic.
It will only lead to a fight between you and the mic.
Once was homies neva was tight let it be known that nite.
The mic called me out.
The Jazz told me to keep it melo.
I responded Hello.
I killed the mic wit that Jazz sound.
The mic hated that we fell in love.
You one hell of a ADDICTION.
Nothing like Coke.
More like Heroin.
So I kissed the Jazz notes.
I O.D. off the notes.
My professor told me to take it easy.
Jazz hits like no other Dope.
It can fuck up yo life, I had it in sight.
Use nite vision when I lost sight.
Extra lessons were add to make Jazz notes tight.
Yo sound keeps me warm like Summer nights.
I chose another life, no 50/50 life line.
I fucked up the next nite.
Skipped practice to get back at the mic.
The clash of titans ended my Jazz life.
Lost the fight wit mic and the Jazz life.
Now the Jazz musician holds the mic.

Sweet 16 Madness

Well its down to 16 teams left UNC gots another cake walk game hopfully MIZZou jus won a dog fight. Clev. St got ran out of the gym to by Az and Az ST. went dwn today along with Ok ST. Kans rolled today also. SYR wins and Louie survives as well as PITT all number 1s r still in it as the intensity shall heat up. 3 games away till the big game i will keep you posted.

DEATH

Am i crazy? Shit i am crazy For dealing with this bullshit. So i sit and bullshit till my thoughts is Suicidal so I should kill myself.
Like a suicide bomber or play Russian Roulette to scared to squeeze the Trigger.
Trigger finger shaking cause my poker face is on. So u can pull my card see if I'm bluffing
Maybe I just got a DEATH WISH at the age 21.
So i kissed a AIDS patient that was 21 so that's a DEATH KISS. SO I panic, never had patience but I need a Nurse, my whole life has been cursed everyday think about being in that Hearse. DEATH awaits me on my DOOR MAT dressed in all red, cause GOD said I played with life like a MATorDoor.
Cause life HATES DERO, I seen it clear like HD so
when DEATH comes I hope I'm ALIVE for it.
SO Am I Crazy? For thinking life changes overnight don't believe the HYPE.
The other night I fought wit GOD, and I thought he deserve to be CRUCIFIED.Wake up in cold sweats, I dream of killing the whole family like CHRIS BENOIT I'm SATISFIED.
Arrived to the PEARLY GATES late And I just missed my FLIGHT to REALITY damn and Writing my thoughts DRIVES me to INSANITY LAND.
SO I ASK GOD to be my LORD SAVIOR GOD replied the GOOD DIE YOUNG, so are you are ready to DIE, to scared to replie he let me FLY RIP DEATH.

WHO AM I?

Who am i? Look no moms no pops said fuck school, duck the cops past curfew hit the block.
I'm from a mom that birthed a 6 pack nothing like Bud Lite a lil dog big bite not 7-11 stayed in a fite.
5 girls 5 boys full court game back bare 2 names WALLACE from deep TRIPP dont miss love my bros and sis's.
Yeah I'm pissed all split by age 6, section 8 housing were they left me so the whole FAM was hard on the gas for the cash no brake pads.
Jail came callin first pops due to the crack, second mom dukes due to the gack killed him dead single shot to the back now its a murder rap.
Gramps raised razor blade to the head wish i was dead, cuz life not fair suffocate the lungs no air. Now life with out you brings tears no my eyes, but I MUST LET your SOUL FLY.
RIP GRANNY you got yo wings I got my 6 rings, 11-11 is the birth date 22 is the age plate, lost my best friend to a RAPE case.
Fuck empty the SAFE cause I jus beat a DRUG CASE big ups to SLIPPO cause I had a SLIP UP in front of the JUDGE how do you PLEAD need water I got HIC-UPS.
Shit 1st time FELON nigga scared, thought bout cutting the DREADS, I'll see red for I go to FEDs.
SHIT OBAMA TOLD ME ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE. And I did all this for the Game, the Fame, and the Hoes so I'm to LEFT RIGHT SUICIDE POEMS, I should kill myself.
Life at a 4 way intersection so should I travel North or South.
Cause I cant die from word of Mouth, so who am I? Get yo moment of FAME by KILLING my NAME!

SO WHO AM I? NO NEED FOR ME TO SAY,I LET YOU JUDGE ME!

MARCH MADDNESS TIME

SO THERE HASN'T BEEN ANY UPSETS YET BUT HAS BEEN SOME GREAT GAMES!

VCU comes up short Maynor misses the game winner. UNC rolls no TY Lawson, UCONN rolls, OK winner, Pitts waitn ETC. But this one white Dude BEN WOODSIDE fro North Dakota State who had 35 6rebs 5assist was killing. Yeah they lost but when march maddness starts names start to show who you dnt no about. Future updates Later..........................

PEE WEE FOOTBALL

SO IM ON YOUTUBE TODAY AND THIS IS WHAT IM WATCHN CODY PAUL POP WARNER HIGHLIGHTS....HE IS FUCKN NICE

YEAH FOOTBALL HAS BEEN MY N MY LIFE FOR LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE. BUT IT HAS NEVA BEEN A WHITE BOY NOT BEING A RACIST LMFAO, THAT HAS KILLED LIKE CODY PAUL. THIS YOUNG DUDE IS THE TRUTH AND HES HOW OLD LOL. IF U DNT NO BOUT COPY PAUL JUS BROWSE YOUTUBE LOL

WHEN YOU KNOW SUMONE LIKE U.

YOU NO SOME-ONE YOU WHEN THEY JUS CANT STP LOOKN AT YOU. THAT PERSON THINK YOU SEXY ASS HELL OR THEY THINK U UGLY ASS HELL....LOL


SO I B ON CAMPUS JUS CHILLN AND I ALWAYS CATCH WOMEN LOOKING IN MY FACE BUT WHEN YOU CATCH THEM LOOK AWAY. I FIND THAT TO FUCKING FUNNY, CUZ THEY WILL JUS LOOK AND LOOK AND LOOK, AND I B LIKE DO I LOOK THAT GOOD. WELL I THINK IM FLY OR OK BUT U CAN ATLEAST SAY HEY OR WAVE. DNT B A PEEKING TOM LOL..... I FEEL LIKE WOMEN ARE SO SCARED TO TELL A GUY THAT THEY FEELING THEM AND THEY WANT TO HOLLA LOL..... ITS OK TO B A STAND UP WOMEN AND B A GO GETTA FOR ONCE THE GUY DNT ALWAYS HAVE TO HOLLA......

YOU R NOT A HUSTLA

I HATE THE FACT THAT DUDES THINK THEY HUSTLERS BCUZ THE SOLD A OUNCE OR SO OF WEED. YOU R NOT A DRUG DEALER YOU JUS HAVE ACCESS TO THE PRODUCT. SO I SEEN THIS GUY IN THE CLUB AND HE TOLD YEAH I GOT THAT WEIGHT FOR SELL SO I SAY LIKE WAT HE TELL ME WATEVA. MY PPLS ASK HIM HOW MUCH FOR A HP HE SAID WATS THAT. .LMFAO, U R A LOSER U DNT NO THE GAME SO STOP SAYN YOU HUSTLE U R JUST AROUND PPL THAT DO, U ARE NOT A HUSLA BY ASSOCIATION CLOWN ASS DUDES. SO LISTEN HUSTLING IS NOT FUCKN COOL BUT IF THATS YO MEANS OF SURVIVAL THEN DO THAT, BUT DNT SAY U DO TO GET HOOD STRIPES CUZ YOU WILL NEVA.HAHAHAHA

MY PRESIDENT

THE DAY THE EARTH STOPPED AND WATCHED

On Jan. 20th i know its over due but we made history H.N.I.C. and yep we in the White House. We did Grannie yeah u wasnt here to see this but damn you seen it thru my eyes. this brought tears to my eyes cuz they said we would never see this happen. They said not in your lifetime but not miines. I watched one of the most beautiful thing happen on the 20th i watch the whole world shed tears because for the past 8 years they watch one of the worst leaders of any govering body. So welcome to nation were any thing is possible for any minority person and GOOD-BYE to the jackass BUSH.