THE HIGH LIFE

She taught me how to look at things different, taught me how to be patient, taught me how not to judge, taught me how to love again. 

Showed me that the past was nothing but a written testament that could be changed, but I don’t know what Im on cause I still want the past.

I feel like I did you wrong, I abandon you, left you with a blank stare, I left your heart with with a empty space that could fit the world in it.

We once had things in common, now seems like common sense doesn’t even make sense.

High off life, high off love, high off the words that we share.

I Lust off life, I Lust for Love, I Lust for the words that we use to share because now the pages are empty.

The lines are blank, the periods are gone, the exclamation marks are now left for the imagination and the questions that was once asked are now left unasked.

I thought I was above you, I thought I didn’t need you, I thought I could just quit you with no rehab.

Now I need you, I need you to console me, I need you to be my spine I can’t stand without you.

I retreated when it got real, I ran when you showed me your most inner feelings about life and what you loved and cared about. 

You kept me away from the game, You kept me away from the streets, You kept me safe, You kept me sane, You kept me whole, You gave me life, You gave me hope to be great.

You watched me walk away, you watch me share my pain and tears to others, but you never gave up on me. 

Now I need you and I don’t know all the write words to say, because all the write words have already been spoken and not written with the best intentions.

I use to get high off you, I use to find relief in you, I use to use you, I use to abuse you and now that I need you, your nowhere yo be found.

I can’t come home until the love of my returns to me and bring me home.

Come back to me, I miss you, Come back to me, I love you, Come back to me, I admit that Im nothing without you.

You was my drug of choice, You was my life, You was my heart and what we have can change the world because we shouldn’t be apart.

So lets rewrite history and marry this pen to this paper until our hearts set fire and burn like wildfire.

Is happiness a Right or Privilege???

Is happiness a Right or Privilege.................................................Think about it for a second, some may say  that its a right and some would say its a privilege but many would say its neither. See happiness is not all about laughing and having fun but happiness can come from a sense of accomplishment or a feeling that comes when you feel your days with what matters to. Each individual control what makes you happy and if you want to be happy or not so to many happiness comes from Choice. 


But then you have a lot of people that are depressed because they think they're supposed to be happy all the time, but to be honest happiness is an occasional thing and I think that if you're happy all the time, then you're never really happy as crazy as it sounds thats truth. Nobody can possible walk around everyday a be totally be happy every single day if they are they are putting on a front. However, Happiness should be something you look forward to, so which means happiness is a Right.


If you choose to be happy and successful, there is a choice you must make first, and second of all, you must educate yourself in this art of creating your happiness. We all have skills and virtues dormant within or inside of our being that need be discovered, cultivated and expressed. Self deception is a choice. This often leads to the appearance of happiness. Besides that, it requires some effort to change your life to really attain true happiness. This has more to do with value realization and goal attainment than a simple "I want to be happy now" choice. 

However, Some people make the best out of every situation and are ultimately happy in life regardless of circumstances. On the other hand some people have the best of everything in the world and are completely miserable because they can't find happiness within themselves. Everyone has the ability to choose their attitude in life and that's what can make you happy or not.


So think about Is happiness a Right or Privilege???? Just Think about it.........

The Ignored Text

Nobody wants to be ignored but it happens everyday and thats life, but what hurts the must is when you get ignored but somebody that you are feeling, want, care about etc... is what gets to you the most. See what happens is you want to believe that they will always respond to your text message that you send them but thats when you are hoping for just to much.

See if somebody ignores your text message 3 times then they really are not feeling you and wants you to stop texting them. And the reason i say 3 is because the 1st ignored text message is always over looked, due to the fact that they might be busy or at work or maybe just didn't see it at the time when you sent it so you kinda like give the a mulligan (REDO). After that 1st ignored text message your pride starts to talking to you (Pride: if this mothafucka ignore my text message 1 more time they going to know about it). But see thats when you start to realize if you really care for somebody because if you get mad when they ignore you that 1st time and you feel some type of way then you have are in way to deep because you for once have realized that you have caught some type of feelings.

When you care about somebody and they don't answer your text the 1st thing you get to think is WTF is they doing which will than change your rational actions into irrational actions, which will make you send a text that you regret sending the second you hit the send button. But when you feeling somebody you forget all the ignored text messages because you are all in and you don't want to accept the rejection unless you are told so you can't get the hint they sending you without telling you. Then they ignore you that 2nd and 3rd time its up to you to fall back not text them unless they text you. Now ways to avoid the temptation of texting them is you could wait till you see them in person text them and watch them (Not on no creep type shit) just to see what they do when you text them if they look at the phone and don't text back they been ignoring you the entire time or simply delete their number out your phone, now I know its a childish thing to do but it works so you don't have to see their name so when they hit you and you hit them with the "Who is this text" they can feel the way you did...(I aint saying I do this but I heard it works)

Don't let the ignored text message effect you if you even if you care, simply fall back it could either be a timing thing or they possibly don't want you.........But after 3 ignored text messages leave them alone

Nobody Wants...Know when enough is ENOUGH

No Male wants a female that chases the spotlight and No Female wants a male groupie. No Male wants a female that lives life thinking that materials are everything and No Female wants a male that think he can buy her heart with material things. No Male wants a female thats been ran through and No Female wants a male with no experience. No Male wants a female that lacks Ambition and No Female wants a male that lacks hustle. See both Male and Female have many wants but not everybody wants to make sacrifices for one another because they fear of one having the upper hand and we our pride and ego will never let us play the back seat.

It comes a time in life where one must grow up and realize that we can't keep doing the same thing over and over. See a lot of people get stuck in the moment of there glory days (The Days when they was THE MAN or The Bitch) that life passes them by because they try to keep living off that moment and they believe they can ride that wave all the way to success, thats when a lot of people forget that who they really are and lose focus of their true purpose.

People never realize when enough is enough, see growth doesn't come with age growth comes mentally and its a lot of people thats aging everyday and every year but they aren't growing mentally so they lack the knowledge of knowing when you have to grow up and stop entertaining kid games and become adult. Don't let your lack you growth hinder you from meeting your true potential, and keep you from being able to truly some love and trust somebody because of fear of not knowing when enough is enough and learning grow mentally and physically.

Nobody wants to change but don't fear change either...just know when enough is ENOUGH...................

Think Like A Man

Think Like A Man

Why is it that females believe that they can think like a man??? Just because you hang around a bunch of men don't mean that you can think like a man that just means you are around a bunch of men. To think like a man is to be a man, and to be a man you really have to not care about a lot of things seriously.

See majority of guys are 20% Brains and 70% Dicks and 10% spontaneous actions. See we have to be real about certain situations here if you women really thought like a man and not to sound like a ass or anything the minute you tell a guy you pregnant you should already came up with the same thought that he would come up with and thats "Get Abortion" and not cause guys don't want to have kids thats just want majority of them 1st thought is "Im making her get a abortion" that simple.

See you can't really say you think like a man when you know that a guy thinks about sex 60% of the time (Its been researched) the 1st thing they experience is morning wood so you know thats the 1st thing on their mind. So if you thought like a man then you would know the proper times you should not go to a man's house if you going to a man's house after 9pm chances are he is just not trying to chill with you he is looking for some type of advancement so be smart about it for once. Another thing if you thought like a man you would know that if you are not somebody's main then you would know how to that once the sex is over its time to get up and leave not cuddle but some of your really don't think like a man y'all just want to believe y'all do.

See what you feel to realize is that men think totally different from women, we get around our friends we talk about different things such as "Would you have sex with Whoopi Goldberg for $1000" or "Aye man guess who I knocked off the other day etc..." random thoughts and actions at different times thats just what men do and ladies that is not what y'all do its not in y'all DNA to do things like that.

So All in All ladies you can't think like a man because you are not a man, there will always be things that men can do that you can't its the life of double standards we live in for example: "A man can sleep with 20 females he is praised" and "A female can sleep with 20 males and she is considered a hoe, slut etc..." stop trying to compete with males in certain areas its just not a good look for you . Thinking like a man will not get you who you want, it will not get you brownie points it will only damage your image oh and last and finally it WILL HAVE YOU LONELY, SAD AND MISERABLE. Stop trying to think like a man and start thinking more like a woman and having respect for yourself thats a better look.

I blame the Social Networks

Ever notice how social networks really ruin a lot of things, well it does just that. Social Networks are never used for what they are supposed to be used for.

I blame social networks for these cyber thugs that go around trolling Facebook and Twitter talking shit to people because they know that 9/10 they are not going to see these people. Finding behind some computer or phone screen popping off acting tough but what happens when you run into those twitter followers or Facebook friends what do you do then?? See the minute you run into one of your social network friends that you was trying to cyber thugging it ain't no blocking, report them as spam you have to have them and when you ain't prepared to do so and you get that ass whipping just Blame the Social networks that you love to entertain so much.

Ever wonder why your relationships don't work on Facebook and Twitter well just think about it??? See people start talking about how good their partner is and how everything is good and thats when the hate starts to come flying in from Subtweets, Dms, @ mentions, to Facebook messages to Statuses. Everybody don't want to see you happy and the minute they find out that your happy they will do anything to make sure that they ruin it. See females on these here social networks will do anything to make a female they or their friends don't like and I mean anything, they will literally have sex with other female man not because they like them but just out of spite and they don't want the next female happy they not. Males always got to worry about another nigga trying to get they girl but they also got to fear them guys that will throw dirt on their name for some p***y. If you care about your relationship keep it off of Twitter and Facebook it will not last long at all. I seriously blame all break ups on Social Networks.

Social networks have made the ones that never had a voice in the class, the one that never was cool, the one that goes to clubs early just to get in free etc... and has given them a voice to where they can speak as if they where important and the minute they reach a number of followers its like you can't tell them nothing at all. Twitter was the greatest creation for people without a voice it gave morons a platform to speak on because it has made them cool I blame the social networks.

So if you ever happen to log in on one of your favorite social network and somebody is has claimed some type of fame or was in relationship or is in some type of gang and its all new to you just Blame it on Social Networks because they are doing great and bad things for people that we never knew about.

Don't Force the Change

Don't waste your time trying to change for the wrong reasons and don't try to change somebody that is not ready to change. Trying to change somebody who doesn't want to change is really a waste of time. Forcing change on somebody will only make them rebel against you or they will change for the worse into something that you really didn't want them to change into. See people don't change because people want them to change they change for themselves. Some people fear change because if they change then it changes their comfort zone which makes them have to adapt to new change and that is what many FEAR.
Nobody doesn't want to be forced out of their comfort zone to be something they don't want to be.

Sometimes a person might change for a person and that's because that person has showed them something that others haven't showed them. However nobody wants to be a conformist and be forced to change, change doesn't come over time it comes with mental growth and many people lack that and that is why you never see them change. You have to accept people for who they are these days the good and the bad, and thats because they have been who they are for their entire life and if they wanted to change or believe they needed to change they would do so.

Ever seen somebody force themselves to change to fit in with people that they don't fit in with and witness the outcome of it??? Its not a good one they might like you for a while until they see the person that you really are then they will stop dealing with you but in the process of you forcing the change to fit in you ran your true friends away now they ain't dealing with you. Never force the change it will never get you where you want to be in the long run it only works for short term goals.

All in All if somebody wants to change they will do it because they want to change not because you force them to do so, people don't change because they believe it will benefit them in the long run. So the minute you people realize that you can't make somebody change to what you want them to be your life will be that much better and stress free...Don't Force the Change but instead Embrace the Change when it happens

To Tweet or To Twatch

To Tweet or To Twatch has become such a serious issue these days on #BlackTwitter. See #BlackTwitter has incorporated Twitter as apart of their life some can't go without it and others simply use it for shits and giggles.

To Tweet these days have really become a serious crime these days I see because some people like to just tweet and enjoy their twitter account then you have those who have limited followers who decided to follow you who gets mad that you tweet are you own will on your twitter. Those same people will follow and then will get mad about what you tweet screaming you tweet to much and goes on a rant about what you and your tweets when the club have easily went to "Club Unfollow Button" which has been free since twitter has landed on plymouth internet. However like a typical black person they just always have to make a scene when they have decided to leave somewhere when they have be upset. Don't turn into the angry tweeter because somebody flooded your TL with their Tweets leave silent and enjoy the Twitter moment.

Then you have those who Tweet somewhat but every other day tweeting they are tired of twitter and they are about delete their twitter account well please leave in a respectful way and don't waste your tweets about your disliking something that must of us here people on #BlackTwitter #WhiteTwitter and #CoolTwitter dearly love as well as abuse every chance we get. Just leave deactivate your account you will not be missed just another person that will delete their twitter account and then come back asking for us to follow back cause we could careless what you do with your twitter we still going to tweet.

Then you have the one them worrisome as twitter freaks that will follow unfollow follow and unfollow you because they love and hate all your tweets. Listen if you going to follow keep doing so but if your going to UNFOLLOW please Unfollow and don't come back we don't want to keep seeing the damn notification. The you have the #FollowBack assholes who will tweet that when they follow you listen follow and your own risk and we will don't the same but you will not pressure me to follow you if I don't want to.

The you have the ones that Twatch to preserve their cool............They will be on Twitter all day just strolling and strolling but when you go to their TL they have not posted not one damn tweet I mean not one, but will say I don't even be on Twitter like that yeah ok if you say so. Look just cause you don't tweet like the rest of us don't make your cool so stop trying to "Preserve your COOL" by not tweeting but constantly always knowing whats going on up on twitter, thats not COOl thats being a Creep.

If your going to be on twitter tweet say what you want when you want too. If you going to follow somebody follow them if you don't like their Tweets Unfollow and leave in silence don't be the mad Tweeter. Tweet your your ass off and don't try to Preserve your Cool by not tweeting but Twatching instead.

The Chase or The Marathon

The Chase or The Marathon the things many males do for a chick or The things males do for pussy.
The things chicks do for males or the things they do for dick or the things they do for materialistic things.
The things BOTH Males and Females do for the one they loved and seem to can't let go because they are too dumb and naive to see that its over. The things both males and females do for somebody we want.

See the chase or the marathon thing can be both entertaining and fun but it can also make you look crazy and insane all at the same time if its carry on too long, however we love to entertain it because its a thrill that makes us continue to entertain it.

So what is the chase? See the chase is something that we all love and enjoy and love to entertain because who likes something thats easy and you know you can have shit like that you leave that up for them drunk and lonely nights when you want the for sure action. But something that you're not sure that you know you are going to catch you will enter the chase game however you have your limit on how much you will do and how you will chase before you throw in the towel and say fuck it. But sometimes your pride gets the best of you and make you enter the marathon game because you just believe that you will beat the odds and make that catch.

So what is the Marathon? The marathon is no longer the simple chase game its the game where you lose yourself chasing something that you probably never catch but you want to believe you will. See in the game of the marathon you chase something so long that you forget who you are chasing sometimes because they never present their true self to you to get to know who they are so its like back is always facing you. You also forget what you are chasing because all your motives have been thrown out the window and now all your goal now is to catch what you been chasing for so long. And once the person that you are chasing realizes that no matter what they do you will continue to try harder and harder until you get them they will do any and everything to make it as if they are better then you because you was so pressed to make things happen.

But the ones who get the most kick out of this Chase or Marathon is females for many reason because they can one let you chase for awhile before they give you chance and you blow it etc... or they make you enter the marathon game where they get the thrill of making you chase and chase and chase so that they can play you via Twitter, Facebook, show their friends and whatever because you was being thirsty to get with them. Females love to know that they have some poor guy chasing them and doing any and everything to get them so fellas don't fall victim cause majority of females love when they got the upper hand up on a guy to hang over his head why is that, because during that chase you have texted her some wild shit expressing your feelings, paying for all dates etc...

The Chase should be no longer then a month or so!!!! If they haven't given you any type of play stop your not going to never sign that deal with that person......

The Marathon is anything over a MONTH thats when the thirst creeps in and you will need a lot of water etc for this marathon...Dont fall victim people

Rich Man Whore or Regular Man Queen

Females will rather be a Rich Man's Whore then to be a Regular Man's Queen and thats because they was told growing up that if a man can't take care of you then he isn't the one for you. So therefore females don't be looking for love they will rather just accept lust as long as it comes with a great price tag on it. See these days females are not looking for man build with they are looking for a man that she can spend his cash with so they are only looking for a "Financial Crutch" that will keep them in the finer things. So the minute they find a "Financial Crutch" they will allow him to treat her any type of way as long as he treat her to some type of store after he is done.

See Females these days are not looking for the man thats working a hard 9-5 thats riding in the Ford Focus they are looking for some guy thats riding in a 2000 something Lexus, Mercedes etc... because of what they see and all thinking that she will look good riding in the passenger seat of a Mercedes then she would in a Ford Focus. Now mind you she doesn't know is the guy in that Mercedes could only be worth that cars next car payment will that man in that Ford could be full up but she just don't care and would rather try her hands with that man in that Benz then that man in that Focus because she has a lack of focus and only sees materialistic things because thats want makes her day complete instead of stability.

Now once these females have acquired them a rich man she does anything to keep him around allows him to disrespect her out of her name calling her all types of names "Stupid Bitch this" "Dumb ass hoe" "You a dumb ass bitch" etc... (y'all get my drift) why because she has now become dependent on this rich man. She will allow him to take her throw the drama of fighting other chicks that he treat the same way as her because he tell them they all are the #1 chick his Bottom Bitch his Wify etc... so now she has that unnecessary beef with random ass chicks because they all are claiming the same dude that she is but she could careless because he just brought her some red bottoms or the latest Jordan's or took her to some nice restaurant the day before.

Then you have the regular guy that is trying to make her is queen but he is a clown in her eyes because he aint wining and dining her ass like the rich man he just taking her to do regular shit which doesn't never compare what that rich man did. But he has more to offer other then materialistic things he is offering more then some "dick and drama"what he is offering is Stability and a firm foundation that they both can build on together but all her eyes is use to is ($$$$) signs.

See females see Rich Man as her meal ticket out of whatever situation she is so she will rather downgrade and settle to be his Whore because she has instant gain to whatever she wants at that particular moment, while she maybe see the Regular Man as a great guy but he doesn't has much to offer at the moment because she only see whats there is to be offered for the short term moment and ain't got time to think about long term issues.

So females that rather be a Rich Man Whore never dates a man for who he is, what he looks like, doesn't care how he treats her, what he says or calls her, what other bitchs he fuck because he is her walking ATM which now becomes her full-time job to make sure no matter what happens she will always have him to kick off that Money even if she has to be a his WHORE as long as she gets pain she doesn't care.

So the Regular Man don't be mad at her that you couldn't make her your queen you can't blame her you have to blame her up bringing and her parents who always told her "don't date no man that can't take care of you" but forgot to tell her the exact why to go about that.........

Black Girl Lost

Black Girl Lost is always the happiest but always the saddest. 

But the Black Girl Lost will considers herself the baddest bitch.

And that's why Black Girl Lost will never accept being called a Bitch unless its a Bad Bitch.

Black Girl Lost is young and she speeding but a good man is what she needs.

Black Girl Lost your lost But she will say its your lost for not keeping her.

Black Girl Lost believes she the baddest even if her ass is or aint the phattest.

Black Girl Lost only dreams of rich girl fantasy schemes.

Black Girl Lost sucks and fucks just to maintain her status.

Black Girl Lost even with no businesses will still say that she the boss.

Black Girl Lost doesn't look for love she lusts for Security.

Security in the forms of LV, YSL and Red Bottoms.

Black Girl Lost will show her bottom just to get to the top for the Love of the dough.

Thats why the school boy never stands a chance with Black Girl Lost.

Black Girl Lost knight in shining armor cooks with Arm and hammer.

And her dreams are only big as Section 8 will take her unless she get her hands on the neighborhood kingpin.

Black Girl Lost just can't let go of her dirty habits.

But Black Girl Lost Ex want her back but she can't get rid of all of her old temptations.

 But Black Girl Lost been living the life on the high so she lusting to have a baby by a Ball player

So Black Girl Lost is fucking to all the ballers and they mans and them.

So Black Girl Lost believes that a baby going keep her a ball player.

But doesn't know what to do cause the morning pill is way over due.

Now Black Girl Lost she pregnant and don't know who the dad is but she accepts it as long as she can pen it on one he will make her his lady.

So Black Girl Lost will have the baby, just to be his lady.

But Black Girl Lost only remembers the lies told during drunk sex.

So Black Girl Lost pens the baby on the best baller.

But now Black Girl Lost forever because the DNA says the Baller isn't the baby father!!!!!

Another Black Girl Lost.................................