Hey Granny

Hey Granny I smoke now naw you know that's not me.
Hey Granny I drink now well on occasions.
I shed tears win u went away.
Wish u would come back one day.
I didn't get to see u before you went away.
Your smile was a mile wide, and never seem tired.
No eating out home cook meals, how we survived.
Raised 11 strong, we still did wrong.
Went to jail drop out school just to make bail, but momma didn't raise no fool.
I was raw and uncut, so you put me out, well I ran away to ease your stress.
I dealt with the stress, sold crack to get fresh, eviction notice then 30 days till we homeless.
Aunts and uncles mad, send his ass away Aunt Whoop favorite saying.
Damn, all I had was yall, so I shed tears stood tall fuck yall.
Cause I thought it was all about the checks.
Then got Shannon and Bruh to get me in check.
Then 6 months in the system still wasn't the pedigree.
You didn't birth me, but you raised me.
Enough of my bad shit, let's talk about your kids shit.
Well, fatty took Mace back and damn you know he on his crack shit.
Birds of a feather, that what the rumor is shit.
Case well she knocked up, pistol not locked up, Fay ATL, Duke she on her way,
Dawn by the way continue to stress, Chris I don't need mention.
Andre and Cal coming into they on. Mer well she dreading up now.
Tracey gone wild, even let yo last car get towed but that's your favorite child.
My dad living house to house something like a Nomad.
But he still cleans and take flowers to yo headstone.
Whoop she strong, but stress can break a bitch down.
Ebony she committed adultery, her and mike working it out.
Terelle well she got three trying to stay under control.
You was a our way out, now everything is way out of control.
Hey Granny sorry for the hurt I put your heart thru.
Praying for forgiveness, saddens my heart.
I'm not Whitney Houston, but why does death hurt so bad.
I shed tears as this lead spread these words of sorrow.
They even tried to keep me out cause I cried so much.
Would give my heart for you to have a fresh start,Or just to hold a Granny to Charlie chat.
Now the family splitting apart like old shoes.
Doing so bad couldn't even agree on doing Soul Foods.
Fussing about the latest news, a day after the funeral the even was fussing you church shoes.
Didn't see the jewels or your favorite hats shit moved out fast like bats in the night.
Didn't get any memories that's why I'm still tight.
So I still don't get to tight with all my aunties.
So I just consider most the relatives distant family.
1st 2ND and 3rd after that hell no.
So I don't go to your grave site that much cause I think of death to much.
So I hate that you don't even have your tombstone yet.
I always wanted to go b4 you, cause I use to live like I died before. But I guess God just isn't ready for me yet.
Its odd but you was my best friend I spilled my beans to.
When I was little, granny relied on me to do all the errands and dry snitching.
Granny this, Granny that.
I miss my Granny from the ass beating to the home made cake beatings.
Tell God watch out for them, cause I got Allah on speed dial now.
Yeah I no you tripping but I converted from christian to Muslim, so I can't do your pork stuff.
But life just been just throwing me different stuff and I have no strategy.
Losing you was my 9/11 tragedy.
Now our whole family rebuilding like ground zero.
But its hard to work when all the hearts have grey clouds around them.
I miss you being here, and I know you can see these tears in my eyes from my fears.
So look over us and be our guardian angel now that you no long here.

What's Your Name

What is your name?

I'm not coming with no game, jeans fitting tight around that ghetto ass and thighs.

Eyes the color of the sky, skin tone nice caramel.

Throw a couple shots back to refocus the game.

Damn I no I sound like some lame.

But when I see you I wanna do my thing.

And I don't even no your name.

Slim waste, at the bar ordering straight no chase.

I don't chase, but I would play freeze tag with you.

Old school hid and I bet I come get it.

Naw I don't want to hit it, sex it, or kiss it.

I just want to know your name.

What is your name?

Mary Jane or Miss butterworks.

I just hope me buying all these drinks works.

I started for my pregame warm up. Breath test, huff, huff slight frown.

2 tic tacs corrects that, Gear, no need to, cell phone gots service.

Stretch the quads, hamstring and the flanges to get my text on.

So I got my approach on, 1:45 the lights on so she skates off like roaches when the lites on.

I keep her insight till I get vision, vision blurry words slurry.

Whhhhhattts yooour nnnamme?

I can't remember cause Uncle earl ended the conversation early.

They Say

They say I'm comical, so I tell em jokes.

They say I'm a cool dude, so I let em feel the cool breeze win I'm walking by.

They say he can dress, so they snap pictures win I walk by.

Some say he's an asshole so they show me they ass.

They all say he's asshole, I just think I'm the shit that's coming out.

They say I wouldn't walked the stage, damn I'm laughing walking the stage.

They say he still won't do nothing after school, I say I'm a late registration away from being a college graduate.

They say he soft cause I'm in touch with my feelings, now my heart cold like Omarion.

They say he gay and acts like a diva, I say just understand me I fucked more chicks then you would ever meet.

They say I change moods like I'm on my period, I say bitch I refuse to stay in a set mood.

They said I was broke, I grind harder so I sold drugs the hood couldn't deny me.

They said I shouldn't disrespect my mom, but if she wasn't a mom then what.

They said its betta to give then to receive but win I was down I didn't receive shit, so I'm not giving a fuck.

They said he is a bastard so what I neva had a family.

They said I'm going to end up dead or in jail, so I made it to jail so being dead isn't for me yet.

They say this.

They say that.

Its all they say to me.

They say what will you be in life I say the sky is my limit whatever life makes me.

They say are afraid to die, I said I haven't died yet.

They say he insane who talks about killn themselves, I say them rumors.

They say you will neva go nowhere but I say ppl buy first class tickets to nowhere everyday.

I say Fuck what the people say cause its all just loud whispers to me.

Love Ya

I love you cause you more then beautiful.

Your skin tone is more then usual.

My eyes grow big like the great lakes and glow like the moon light when I see you.

When you away my heart beats at a unusual pace.

The love doctor told me slow my pace.

So I pinch myself cause it feels like a dream.

I sleep days at a time cause I fear to wake up.

Waking up means losing love for eva cause my heart has been divided in two.

This isn't math class but my heart needs a pie graph.

The man I was pose to be I can't b with out thee.

I play hard body because I live in my ego.

So I refuse to ego trip, so I be on the verge of slipping up and losing you.

So I know I'm no good with out you, so I become emotional.

I cry but the tears don't fall from my eyes.

I'm no drake but you the best I ever had.

It hurts me that you love me more.

But I can't really explain in the beginning I was so in to you, but now its more like a friend with extra benefits.

Everyday I try to get re acquainted to the pass.

Cause not loving you won't let me eat for days, so I just diet.

And its a aching in my chest, caused by heart break.

I send you all my love Xo's.

I fell for you at record time, like Bolt from start to finish line in less then 10 seconds.

I cheated 5 to 6 times, but you took me back every fucking time.

To fly and to fine to deal with the bullshit.

So I don't blame the insecurities, but I want you to make sure that your heart has some type of security.

Cause my heart is equipped with Brink, and the intruders all just want us to be over.

But I love Ya and I want the whole world to know.

I love ya, but I can't give you all that you want.

I'm so alienated, cause I know once you leave I will come running back.

But I don't expect you to never come back, that's why I got my bags already packed.

So call me tank cause baby I deserve it.

Love Ya

Love#2

They say he gone off the Love I say stop.

I'm gone of the lust

My love game is rust infected

Love was well connected

Love was a flight attendant, she flew first class.

Left me on my ass

With out Love I don't sleep

Stomach touching my back, Love eats wit out me.

Love sweeps the streets

I rolled the dice, snake eyes twice.

Love came to me at nite.

I die 4 Love it returned the favor and lived with out me.

Romeo and Juilet to be or not to be. Self conscious just not meant to be.

Reality of love knock me on my face cause love thinks it knows the real me.

Love hits like concert, hard like cement.

Love convinced me that I been here before.

Cause I stay on cupid AVE so I know that Love is out the window and I just can't grasp it.

Love is like a diamond shines in the lite and dims at nite.

But my love at nite shines thru like I'm yo knight in shining armour.

So for love to say fuck me is just want I deserve.

I cheated from senseless texts to bullshit sex.

So I'm a reserve when it comes to the game of love.

That's why I never consider to be you best, I'm just a dumb ass Ex.